Everything before Crush, Crush, Crush
everything before and after and always. love this band regardless.
(Source: forfree-forall)
feeling sorry for myself
and i bathe in negativity, to wear a costume of psycho, with the name of Fuck Up. Wishing someone will eat my throw up, wishing someone will pity me…
and that sad song keeps playing and playing and playing.
rain, rain, teardrops, rain, i don’t wanna drown in vomit, i don’t wanna drown in my own pain.
when will it stop?
i know i should be happy for them, but a lot of my classmates and friends graduated from my school today, and honestly i’m jealous :/ i feel like a fucktard, i know nowadays an AA is not that much, but i would have still liked to be getting something, it’s been 3 fucking school years and i still can’t get anything done :/
augh.
OMG, judge me all you want, but i loved hamtaro and i had this and another Gameboy game x.x they’re so cute
(Source: isntitkawaii, via flawzandall)
Update: June 1st, 2012
So i got 3 A’s and 1 B on my 6th semester :D so proud of myself!
I also went to our Annual Latino Student Recognition Ceremony yesterday, and got a Certificate of achievement since i’m going to start Transferring to San Jose State next semester (:
I’m going to be comuniting first semester as a half time student and still be concurrently enrolled at my community college while i figure out some financial issues and where to live….
i feel like my school life is a mess, especially relating to my major; but i guess i’m doing something right….
I’m honestly scared, but excited to navigate this new part of my life… i really hope i can take it and manage and that everything goes well. Gah
P.S. i also learned how to tie a tie yesterday :D
go me!
